y like tis leh??

today finally saw him,

i always fear to see him,

but god finally let me saw him,

and saw him very happy eating lok lok with his housemates,

is really surprizing me when i saw him,

i were like starring at them only,...

and actually i already have courage to talk with him and his frens,

but from far away,i already observe his response

he really cant face me or what,

i saw him try to ignore us....

and try not to look at us,

and i began to walk back....

and try to ignore too....


i really dun wan to meet him situation like this,

he already promised me that he still treat me as friend de....

but from just now situation,

i think he look very scare and dun wan to choi me

really make me feel more sad...

is he hurtled me.....

now he hurting me 2nd round.....


haiz...

i duno wat to say...

i reli hope everything in my life from now can be veli good lo

i hate life avoid this and that....

i haaate love...

i think i not suppose to have love relationship at all....

better be a superwoman without any guys....